I stood on my balcony just a few minutes ago, like I do every | Stefan's Rudelinfos

I stood on my balcony just a few minutes ago, like I do every evening in summer.

It’s a beautiful starry night with a blissfully cool breeze. I love looking up at the sky wondering about the misteries of the universe.

I normally say my prayer, (which I wrote myself), but tonight my mind wandered off to how life felt when I was very young.

It felt so different then, so much lighter, innocent, full of hope and possibilities, as if nothing bad could ever happen.

Many years (and tears) later, life feels completely different; the many twists, turns, and bumps on the road inevitably makes one more cynical and skeptical, and although I never lost my positivity, I am no longer that naïve girl that growing up thought life was a walk in the park! (Maybe a walk in Jurassic Park at best! )

By far the toughest thing is being let down by those you love the most, and right now, I know many of you will be experiencing just that.

It’s really difficult to come to terms with having to let go, but sometimes it’s your only choice.

Remember it’s them rejecting your convictions. They are the ones pushing against any alternative perspective, too entrenched in what they feel is safe, completely unaware that it’s literally killing them.

Yes, life is full of disappointments, but we must learn to cope with them as best we can. If you pay close attention, you will see how every hurdle was training you to become what you need to be now; fearless.

No, I’m not that young, naïve girl anymore, but her essence is still in me and at least now I know not only who I am, but who I need to be. We are all slowly getting there.


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